http://johnnyindia.com/blog Tue, 27 Mar 2012 20:36:42 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.5 en organ donor http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2833 http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2833#comments Fri, 31 Dec 2010 23:59:59 +0000 johnnyindia http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2833 I wish I could speak from the heart, but i don’t have one.

]]> http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?feed=rss2&p=2833 thief http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2748 http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2748#comments Thu, 09 Dec 2010 05:20:53 +0000 johnnyindia http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2748 nothing left behind
no breadcrumb trail or trace
no sign of life inside this place
so now i am a hollow hole
i had a face
but that he stole

]]> http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?feed=rss2&p=2748 coward http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2589 http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2589#comments Thu, 09 Sep 2010 05:18:07 +0000 johnnyindia http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2589 when all is said and done
the lights start to fade
and i am still
afraid

]]> http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?feed=rss2&p=2589 the outcome http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2548 http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2548#comments Fri, 09 Jul 2010 04:48:31 +0000 johnnyindia http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2548 no one’s denying
the life that we’ve been given
but how come we’re dying?
when all we have is living

]]> http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?feed=rss2&p=2548 AWOL http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2406 http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2406#comments Sun, 23 May 2010 02:49:40 +0000 johnnyindia http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2406 the pain
goes on
and on and on and on and on
but now
you’re here
it’s gone it’s gone it’s gone it’s gone

]]> http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?feed=rss2&p=2406 speak down http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2098 http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2098#comments Wed, 24 Mar 2010 05:38:26 +0000 johnnyindia http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2098 i wish i was deaf, my own voice drowned out by the very sound of silence.

]]> http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?feed=rss2&p=2098 never mind http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2090 http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2090#comments Wed, 17 Mar 2010 00:28:07 +0000 johnnyindia http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2090 this mind that is mine, how it never stays still
never stops for a moment and who knows if it will
ahhhhhh, this mind i could kill
but it’s mine

so fucking what
my mind is a nut

]]> http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?feed=rss2&p=2090 tether http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2080 http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2080#comments Wed, 10 Mar 2010 04:35:53 +0000 johnnyindia http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=2080 now that we’re together
tethered in your spider web
i pray i am your prey till dead

my heart was black
but now it’s red
for to love is to have bled

]]> http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?feed=rss2&p=2080 my fearlings http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=1974 http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=1974#comments Sat, 26 Dec 2009 17:50:31 +0000 johnnyindia http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=1974 my insides are scorched, they have never ensconced me
burned with acids, burning constantly
my heart is not beating it’s bleeding
i’d make sense of myself but my self is defeating
my teeth razor sharpened could tear through the pain
if i bite off my tongue i won’t have to explain
i won’t have to destroy you as i’ve destroyed me
burned with acids, burning constantly
because now i don’t feel
i fear

]]> http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?feed=rss2&p=1974 charades http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=1967 http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=1967#comments Tue, 22 Dec 2009 05:08:24 +0000 johnnyindia http://johnnyindia.com/blog/?p=1967 there are patterns designed that i never obey
i have nothing at all, not a why, not a way
not a word in this matter, not a sound or a say
does it matter?
it may

but i’m fragments of matter
just a partial display

my crooked eye view
split in ten, torn in two
and though nothing is new
and the old days are through

and the old days were good ol’ days
but now i’m just blue

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